Abstinence

I haven’t drunk since 2012 so it has been for 10 years already. The time flies quickly we are older every day every week every month every year. You won’t change it. You have to come to terms with it. Anyway my drinking was different. Sometimes I wanted to puke at the sight of alcohol and sometimes I could drink a beer behind the kiosk in two sips. I couldn’t drink. I vomited often. I couldn’t mix alcohols. Nevermind. It may be interesting. After cheap grape buzun wine I walked from curb to curb and staggered sharply landed somewhere in the bushes. And I didn’t like wine very much. The cherry Sangria was the worst. Sometimes I started at my older friends as they drank cheap wine at once. Now after years when I quit alcohol I sometimes wonder how I do it all sober now? After all of this I don’t know what my parents would say to me. This story gives a wrong example for other paople because encourage them  to drink. I don’t say drinking is wrong but only with moderation because it is for people. The same as bread and other products to eat. People use them. I could become an alcoholic but I quit it in time maybe it is a mystery? I don’t know it exactly. By the way I could become a diffrent person because alcoholism is nothing good. That’s my opinion. Sometimes I hate these drunk people and this nightclub I go to. And one more thing. Has anyone else seen the bottom of a vodka bottle like me?